The boys and I have had a lazy couple of days here at the beach while my husband has attended various conference meetings. We swim and we eat (too much). That’s pretty much it. Many of you told me you have prayed that I enjoy a time of rest here at the beach. Well, I’ve had two complete nights of uninterrupted sleep, the only two since this whole deal began!
Yet, still, I am sad. True, I waver between angry and sad, but mostly I am sad. Just this morning I told my husband that I am tired of the grief! I don’t want to be sad anymore, but how do you turn it off?
I started and finished a novel yesterday that wasn’t completely sad, but a little on the depressing side. Not exactly what the doctor ordered! It was a little disappointing in that I have read (and loved) this author’s first two novels, so I picked this one up (paying full price no less) without checking to see if it would enhance or detract from my mood. Turns out it enhanced my mood, the sad one.
Today I will jet ski. I’m not sure that’s exactly what the doctor has ordered either! It will be a first for me and I won’t lie to you and tell you I’m not a little nervous. I am. A lot. My son said, “Mama, you’re going to jet ski?!?! Oh, man, you will have to blog about that!”
Full report to come.